Desire (Erotic Vampire Confessions #1)

  DESIRE

  (Erotic Vampire Confessions #1)

  By Randi Fang

  Copyright 2012-2013 by Randi Fang and Ally Thomas

  Cover artwork by Ally Thomas

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or person, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  EXPLICIT WARNING

  PLEASE READ: These stories contain adult and explicit language, situations or images NOT SUITED FOR CHILDREN, violence, strong sexual content, language, and adult themes. They contain adult content intended for MATURE READERS ONLY. All characters depicted in my stories are 18 years or older, and all sexual activities are of a consensual nature.

  Table of Contents

  Dedication

  Acknowledgements

  Introductions and Vampire Sex

  Confessions by Rose – Confession #1

  Confessions by Rose – Confession #2

  Confessions by Rose – Confession #3

  Dedication

  To all my lovers, past and present, human and vampire, angel and demon, werewolf or other. You inspired me to write this book.

  To my online friends who expressed interest in this concept. You gave me the courage to embrace who I really am and share it with the world. Consequences be damned.

  Acknowledgments

  To my current readers who refuse to leave my side, thank you for braving this journey with me. I realize this may different cup of tea for you after reading my current series. And to my beta readers who read every draft and shared their valuable feedback. I couldn’t have done it without you guys!

  Sex is emotion in motion. ~Mae West

  DESIRE

  (Erotic Vampire Confessions #1)

  Introductions and Vampire Sex

  Before we begin, I could start by telling you how I was turned into a vampire. My last name is not Fang by accident. But I don’t think I’ll waste time with that. Instead I’ll save that for another time.

  Obviously I have done things that would curl your toes and straighten your hair or vice versa. [Insert wicked grin here.] After all, I am a vampire. Let that be the thought that stays in the back of your mind as you read these confessions. This one is the first. More will follow as I interview other fans of the fang. While most times I do want to tell these confessions in the most favorable and positive light, other times I have to be honest and share with you what it means to be a vampire, especially if the interview takes a dark turn. I have to be true to our vampiric nature. I have to keep that thought in my mind while writing this and my other stories because being a vampire is very different from being a human. I suppose I can sum it up like this. Think of a time when you have been your most emotional. It can be any emotion: angry, lustful, happy, sad. Take that one emotion and multiply it time a million. That is the mental state of a vampire. At least, that’s how it is for me.

  Having said all of that, I do need to admit that I’ve taken the liberty as a writer to alter or embellish some of these confessions where I think it is appropriate, perhaps just slightly, or the interview became boring or too technical. What that means is that I may or may not be telling you the truth. These confessions may simply be my fantasies or my daydreams. Vampires can dream too. The confessions presented here may simply be a version of the truth. I do try to stay close to the stories I hear, but other times I may fall short. Don’t worry about that. You’ll enjoy the ride far more if you simply forget about that and strap in beside me. Don’t get hung up on semantics or facts. And please, don’t get hung up on the fact that I’m a vampire talking to other vampires. If you do, you’ll miss the point. We are people too and we exist beyond our thirst for blood and sex.

  I don’t know one writer that I have met online who tells the truth 100% of the time. We’re all ultimately professional liars, darling, even us bloggers. Being good at it just means how well you weave your web of excitement, or in my case, how wonderfully adventurous my readers are. That’s my goal for this journey. I want you to enjoy the experience. Period.

  Vampires Can’t Have Sex, Can They?

  I probably should mention that if you prescribe to the myth that vampires can’t have sex, don’t read this. Vampires can have sex. I have had many vampire lovers who fucked my brains out, even some human, demon, and angel lovers. So yes, the answer is we can. Another confession I should share with you. I like to swear. Be ready for that. You may even learn a few new cuss words. My apologies. And I ask my subjects to tell their story how ever graphic or vague they want to. Vampires are not the most trusting sorts, so getting them to divulge anything is tough.

  I should also advise you about this too. If you meet a vampire and he wants to have sex with you, do it, don’t worry about him draining you dry. Most don’t do that, especially if you let them know you aren’t “into” dying in their arms. Most vampires like me, and many of my friends, enjoy a small taste. I have found sex can satisfy my thirst for blood in a way that alleviates the overwhelming hunger pains. And I’m not the only one. But I digress.

  Just remember that vampire lovers are the best lay you’ll ever have as a human. Trust me, you’ll come in the embrace of a vampire, and you’ll never forget the experience. However, if you meet any of the vampires who look like zombies with fangs – we typically call them the death serpents – run and run fast. According to one of my friends, Rose, they aren’t the nice type.

  Seriously? Vampire Sex?

  Take love, the thirst for blood, and kinky sex and what do you get? Vampire sex, pure and simple. Or maybe that’s just me. I still think I should have named this series, Vampire sex instead of Erotic Vampire Confessions. Anyways…When I decided to sit down and begin looking over my past relationships, I realized maybe my sex life is as complicated as my life as a vampire is, and it’s all because of my need for blood. With that being said, I also realized that I have to talk about it, and I have to examine it. I can’t just not examine it because I think a lot of the reasons why I hesitate to settle down into one relationship with one person, or in my case a werewolf, is because of my overzealous sexual appetite. Ultimately, someday I’ll have to decide who I do want to live happily ever after with. Together, forever? When you’re a vampire and you have an eternity to figure it out, it becomes a big topic of concern.

  I think that’s why I started this project, to seek out other vampires and ask them these questions. Blood and sex. Those are the two topics that continue to come up next to their relationships with humans. That’s always lingering in the background.

  And yes, vampire sex is similar to human sex, but it’s more intense, more seductive, more savage, more everything. Or maybe I should say that it can be all of those things. Think of all the things you may want to do sexually with your partner, but you are afraid to tell him or talk about it. When you become a vampire, you forget your inhibitions. They fall away and you’re willing to try anything at least once. That’s how it was for me, and many others I’ve talked with.

  So yes, seriously, vampire sex. When I realized this simple fact, that humans should understand what vampire sex really is, I decided humans needed to hear about it.

  Pussycat, are y
ou ready? [I like calling people ‘Pussycat,’ so get used to it.]

  Warning Time

  As I said in the above warning that you probably forgot to read, these stories contain adult language, situations or images not suited for children, violence, (did I mention violence?), strong sexual content, language, and adult themes. They are intended for mature readers only. Don’t say I didn’t tell you.

  First Segment

  My first interview is with a vampire we will call ‘Rose.’ I’m not going to ‘out’ her and tell you who she is. You may have read her blog because, like me, she is online a lot and she loves to write or blog I guess. If you haven’t read my blog, I can tell you her father was demon, one of the seven Princes of Hell actually and he turned her. Soon after their relationship ended badly. Probably because she ripped his heart out. Literally. We vampires tend to have an issue with anger management.

  She doesn’t have a loving relationship with her family. Even before killing her father, she was the outcast. Her friends, human and vampire alike, have become the people she cares about. Her real family. Our first interview is below.

  DESIRE

  (Erotic Vampire Confessions #1)

  By Randi Fang

  Interview by Randi Fang with ‘Rose,’ blogger, vampire, lover of mankind. Recorded September 15, 2011 at a café in Union Square, San Francisco, CA.

  Me: Hi Rose, thanks so much for joining me for this interview. I really appreciate your being available. You're very kind to open up your busy schedule for me.

  Rose arched an eyebrow at me and did that infamous clicking noise with her teeth.

  Rose: What are you talking about? I see you all the time. Why are you acting like we don't know each other?

  Me: I’m an idiot. I’m sorry. Have you thought about what I asked you to do?

  Rose: Coming up with a few confessions I can share with your readers?

  Me: Yes.

  Rose: I have actually. I have one to tell you about really. A juicy one. I hope this is what you are looking for. It’s not too freaky. You said to not start with anything freaky, right?

  Me: That’s right. That sounds great! But just one? I thought you’d have more than that.

  Politely I smile at Rose as I notice her green eyes sparkle brilliantly in the low light setting of the cafe. I arrived early and found a table for us in the back away from the holiday crowds.

  Rose nodded and dipped her finger in the cup of green tea sitting before her. I motioned to a waiter and pointed at my empty cup of soda.

  Rose: I wasn't sure what I wanted to tell you at first, so I thought one would work for now. I can give you more later. You know? So what are we supposed to do here?

  Me: You talk and I’ll record. I may ask you a question or two here or there, but I don’t want to interrupt you to break the flow of the story. Okay?

  Rose’s green eyes grew lazy as she studied me. Hastily she dried off her index finger and reached for her iPhone when a text message came in.

  Rose: Just a second.

  She pushed up the sleeves of her long black fitted knit top. I noticed the skull image on the front of the shirt looked oddly out of proportion. Rose is a very attractive lady, even though she doesn't spend a lot of time on fixing herself up. It's a natural sort of beauty, high cheekbones, full lips, a little button nose, long shiny black hair, and a toned physique held in a slender frame for her 5’ 9” height. I surmised to look away before I become more envious. If she was bi-curious at all, I’d invite her to some of my events, but I knew better than to bring it up. Rose loved the cock. Period.

  I glanced up at Rose as she held a hand in front of me, staring at her phone as her thumb blurs in motion. I flipped through my notebook hoping to pretend I was looking at my questions instead of her beauty.

  The waiter brought me a fresh soda and I noticed Rose’s attention shifted to the table.

  Rose: How can you drink that stuff? It looks nasty and it hisses.

  Me: How can you drink blood tea?

  I pointed to the greenish yellow liquid in her cup.

  Me: My beverage looks weirder than that?

  She rolled her eyes at me, a gesture I have seen on more than one occasion. Briefly she nodded and ignored me as she resumed playing with her phone. I waited for her to respond to a few more text messages and emails. Then I took my life in my own hands. The legends about Rose being a vampire who had tasted angel and god blood intrigued me. I knew she was far more powerful than I’d ever hope to be, but as our interviews began I had to test the boundaries I had with her.

  Me: You’re going to have to turn that off. I need your full attention.

  I raised a knowing eyebrow at her and let a devilish grin cross my face.

  Me: Please.

  She shook a finger at me and I bit my lip briefly when I witness the length of her long nail. It reminded me of a hawk's talon. My fangs are not nearly as long or impressive, but I pressed my luck a little further.

  Rose: Nice try. I’ll mute it. That’s the best I can do. If I miss one task from my superiors, there will be Hell to pay. You get me?

  Me: Fair enough. I thought it was worth a try.

  I smiled at her without letting my eyes engage hers and realized that this interview was going to be a tough one with distractions. Getting the first story would have to be enough for now. Rose was a very complicated vampire, one who thought she was out to save the world, a mission I would never want to assume.

  She sensed my concern immediately and patted me on the hand, knowing I’ll like it.

  Rose: Pussycat, I wrote everything down. You can sit there and sip your fizzy drink and just listen. How’s that?

  Me: Perfect.

  I relaxed, putting the heels of my black leather books on the rung of the chair next to her, and pushed the Record button on my device.

  Rose: I hope it’s okay. I decided to change the players’ names. So I wouldn’t be discovered. Is that fine?

  I nodded ‘yes,’ and then raised the cold soda to my lips. Rose was the James Bond of all vampires. I knew better than to disagree with her on even the slightest issue.

  Rose: After our talk the other day about what makes us, vampires tick, I think I have to agree with you. It’s blood and sex. Either is on my mind every minute of the day unless someone is trying to kill me or harm a friend of mine. So that’s what this first story is about. Does that work for you?

  Again I nodded approvingly.

  Vampire Confessions by Rose

  Confession #1

  Okay, the first confession I’d like to share with you is ‘I have a weakness for human actors who play vampires’ which doesn’t sound like a big deal until I realized, the other day, the ramifications that go along with admitting that.

  I have to a weakness for humans, but not in the way you may think. Actually I have a weakness for male actors who play vampires on television or in the movies. I’d love to go on a quest where I meet everyone of them I’ve read about in magazines or seen in movies and “get to know them better.” You can read between the lines, right? Perhaps I'm something of a wannabe fanger/fang banger groupie which is a term my best friend, Lisa (who yes, is human) would use if she knew I was a vampire. Currently that secret has not come out yet, so let’s not share that with anyone please.

  Immediately I interrupt Rose even though I said I wouldn’t.

  Me: Your best friend is a human?

  Rose’s green eyes flash at me indicating I have just fucked up asking her that.

  Rose: Don’t go there.

  Me: Okay, sorry.

  Anyways as I was saying…

  Sometime this past summer, I was hanging out with my best friend when I happened to meet Adam Tyler who plays the vampire, Ray Mason in the popular TV show, Blood Realm. Think tall, dark, handsome, and, at the same time, incredibly witty, sexy, and charming. That’s Adam. Here’s how my first meeting started off. I wrote it up as a story. Let me read it to you.

  ***

  "Stalking time! You
busy?"

  I knew who the owner of that was as I glanced up from my table in the Golden Skull bar. I watched as Lisa surveyed my opened backpack, laptop, and half full bottle of tequila.

  "Are you drunk?"

  "I'm not drunk, man. I'm settling my nerves. Hair of the dog.” I giggled at the new expression I had learned from Lisa. “I’ve only has a shot or two.”

  "Yeah, yeah, yeah. Alchy, come on! We gotta go!" Taking a moment to toss her strawberry blonde hair over her shoulder, she placed her hands on her slim hips for emphasis and glared at me.

  "Where?" I retorted.

  "Stalking!” Her grayish green eyes glowed with enjoyment. “Adam is filming a movie just down the street. And they have a shoot going on tonight. We gotta check it out!"

  She glanced at me and I glanced at her, our eyes instantly locked. We both knew it was a ‘must do’ adventure.

  Rose: You know what a fangirl I am of the guy, right?

  Me: Yes.

  She resumed telling her story.

  As I closed the lid to my laptop and shuffled together my paper notes I was writing up for a new blog entry, I stuffed them into my notebook.

  "What about my stuff?" I asked as an afterthought.

  "Leave it! We'll come back. Get Mark to lock it up in his office for ya." Lisa stomped her feet and accidentally hit one of the table legs in her excitement.

  I whisked my backpack off the table as I looked around for Mark.

  Thanks to her kick boxing classes, Lisa’s size six shoe could pack a blow to any passerby who got in her way, including my laptop.